These last two years have been the toughest of my life.Losing my mum and her being the first person i lost was devastating,
Its coming up to the second Christmas day.
The first was hell but this year it feels different.I still have really bad days but i also have good days making new memories with my son and family as my mother would want.I never thought i would get to this point.
For me It has gotten better but it has taken time.If anyone is struggling and has lost a loved one things will be ok.I think you have to go through the pain to get through to the otherside in my experience anyway.