My wonderful husband who I have been with for 27 years, sadly passed away suddenly, on the 26th of June. I have found comfort reading your posts but have only now found the courage to do so myself. Although my husband Wynf, was a good few years older than me, he was so fit. He walked our dog Bella twice a day and played competitive squash, twice a week. Sadly, he had a stroke and I found him when I come home from school. We had hope, but sadly, he had another stroke whilst in hospital. I have the most wonderful family and friends, and my school have been amazing, so I am very lucky in that respect. However, I walk into our home, and I feel so alone as he was my soulmate. I have our beautiful labrador Bella, and she certainly helps I was retiring in September, but am now returning part time, so I will have some structure in my life. I have to be honest, I have felt so much worse after the funeral, as reality has set in. I will never get over my darling man and I will love him forever. I just want to ask you, does it get easier over time, as at this moment, I can never see it happening. Sorry for rambling on, and thank you for listening Enud xx
@Enud so sorry for your loss, don’t ever apologise your deffiantly not rambling bless you. I lost my beloved Mam 7 weeks ago, I was her full time carer aswell so absolutely lost. I miss her so very much, I carnt believe still that she’s gone 
Grief is the worse pain well ever feel, so many different feelings isn’t there. It’s still early days for us both, we just have to take one day at a time. I feel sometimes like people think aww she not over it yet… il never be the same person again 
always here for a chat you keep strong your husband would be proud of you
Dear @Enud, I am so sorry for your sudden loss. I lost my husband on the 25th June so have a good idea how you are feeling. It’s good to let feelings out and everyone here has been through the grief process and will be able to offer some wise words. I don’t have any support from family just a few friends, and I retired a few years ago to care for Mike so the loneliness is profound right now while I adjust to being on my own.
Sending some love your way…Jen x
Thank you so much for your reply Jane. I am so very sorry for your loss. Yes, it’s the most horrible feeling I have ever encountered. I will keep in touch. Thank you again, Enud xx
@Enud keep strong and look after yourself
Hi Jen, I am so sorry for your loss too, it’s the most profound feeling losing someone you love so dearly. I am here to always chat, and I am so grateful to find lovely people like you in this community. Sending my love, Enud xx
Hi luv so sorry for your loss the pain and heartache is unbearable and I wonder myself if it gets easier I lost my youngest daughter to cancer in January she was 25 my god I feel my heart has been ripped to bits the anxiety bouts are awful and the overwhelming feeling of despair hopefully in time I can learn to live with it at the moment I struggle to cope with day to day things. Take care. Shellyanne XX 
Dear Shelleyanne, to lose a child is unthinkable, I am so sorry your your tragic loss. I f you ever need a chat, please don’t hesitate to get in touch. Sending you lots of love, Enud xx
Thank you luv. I shall do this group of people on here are so supportive and are grieving just the same as me and you. Take care shellyanne xx