This year will mark 5 years since loosing my dad to cancer. Me and my dad were so very close. He was my best friend and dad rolled in one. I have 3 young children of my own 1 of which he never got to meet. I feel with having the children I haven’t grieved like I thought I would. I had to keep it together for them. But now I’m angry. I am so angry. I’m angry at the world, that others have their dads, that I don’t have mine. That he died before I was ready. I’m angry that he isn’t here and that he left me here without him. I have no patience and just want to be on my own locked away in a dark room. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do because when he died half of me died to and now I don’t know who I am without him.
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Hello @Chleigh92,
I’m so sorry for the loss of your dad. Your anger at having to go through life without your dad, and your children without their grandad, is completely understandable.
I’m just giving your thread a gentle, “bump” for you - I’ sure someone will have some thoughts to share.
Take good care,
Seaneen
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