Today I went into Matts bedroom for the first time since finding him deceased on 7/11. It broke my heart all over again to see the damage the fire brigade had done to get to him . My son and friends have tried to clear it as much as possible but still books everywhere he loved reading . My husband is taking them to charity shops . I know it’s still early days but as a spiritual healer I have relied on my faith a lot . This has just put me back to when I found him . I know all on this site have felt the same loss and it’s so good to be able to share feeling others don’t understand . Thank you all

@Ajth sending love, light and virtual hugs xxx

There are no other words. Keep fighting the good fight x