I have realised today if i am ill i haven’t got Simon to hold me sit with me fight for hold my hand at the end I’m scared with the thought not having him with me . When we eventually went to hospice i laid with him and got the help fetching water getting pain relief etc he kept saying to the nurses i was his rock his angel anyone else scared of not having their partners when i end is near
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Its so scary…its a nightmare 
i hate being aloone.my husband passed at home…next to me in bed…he wanted to be at home so i made it work …but totally devastating
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I am soo sorry i laid with Simon until he passed as horrific it was i am soo glad i did hopefully he knew i was with him . My heart breaks for you sending hugs x