Changing emotions

So my Husbands funeral is this week.
I feel like im in a daze. Last week i thought that the realization had began that hes not coming back. Now i feel worse and cant believe it again.
Is this normal?
The bad days are horrible

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Hi, I’m so sorry for your loss. You are completely normal. You must be in such shock just now. Everyone is different in this journey so I can only speak for myself, but 4 months on I still can’t believe it’s real. It’s a really horrible place to be in. I used to gauge how I was doing by how long i got after waking before the tears came but the reality is its all ups and downs and a complete chaos of emotions. This sounds bleak but I keep saying to myself it’s how it should be. I lost the most important person in my life and this is a reflection of our absolute love. Please know you’re not on your own and reach out here. These ‘strangers’ have helped me hold on so many times by just understanding, having no expectations and no judgement. Sending you lots of love xxx

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