It’s here again Christmas. Every programme, advert, magazine cover, shops, food items, work events it’s everywhere.
I can’t face it.
It’s 5 years since my sister took her own life you’d think it would get easier but I’m really finding it harder this year.
Hello @Shev ,
Thank you for so bravely reaching out to the community. I am so sorry for the loss of your sister. It sounds like you are feeling so overwhelmed and heartbroken, which is completely understandable. Important dates can feel especially difficult, and you are not alone.
We have many members who have experienced the loss of a sibling and will understand some of what you’re going through. You can read conversations our members have shared on our Losing a sibling category page.
You may also find it helpful to read our Losing a sibling page on our website. It talks you through some of what you might be feeling, and how to cope.
Additionally, our guide to coping with important dates Sue Ryder Grief Guide may offer support during particularly difficult times.
If you do find yourself needing extra support this Christmas, please visit our online bereavement support at sueryder.org/support The community is here for you, too.
I hope you find the community to be a support to you.
Take good care 
Alex