Hi I’m new to this but looking for some answers. I know this sounds silly but my nan has been gone for over 22 years I think I was 10 at the time still in primary school. She lived with us and we were very close. I can remember the day I was told like yesterday. I remember her being ill but being 10 your not really told a lot you just get on with your life and hope everything’s ok I didn’t realise my nan was so ill and that she had cancer and that cancer could kill I was 10!! I’m now 32 and soooo confused, I’ve had a few things happen in the past 2 years which have caused me to have a little depression but these evens have also made me do a lot of thinking, I also have worked in a care home with the elderly for 17 years and watching my friends leave this world and there family’s suffering is starting to hit home.
I keep wondering if my nan had suffered, was she in pain?? And that no one told me my nan was dyeing! I could have said good bye. Or even just visited her more often!
I’m confused! Could I be greifing for my nan after all this time??
Sorry for the long post
Thanks H x