I am the same I lost my mum on this Christmas Day .
I’m devastated and I’n total shock . Seems very unreal. She was everything to me my best friehd my soul mate .Like yourself I’m busy in the day but nighttime is so hard . So I understand the pain you are going through
I’m so sorry Riley. That must be so raw to lose your mum so soon. It’s still so difficult for me, lost my mother 2nd November and I can’t believe I’m typing this. the only thing that I try to think is what my mother would have wanted… which is not me to suffer. X kieran