My husband passed away in October last year so it’s only 5 months ago.
I am really struggling to coming home to an empty house.
I thought I wasn’t doing to bad as I have gone back to work and I keep myself busy I have just had 9 days holiday from work and for the last 5 days of it I went to my Son and daughter in law’s for mothers day I had a really lovely time with them it was nice to have company than being alone all the while, but now I am back home alone again I just feel suffocated, sick and really upset.
I think I’m doing o.k. but it’s just so difficult at times I think I’m cracking up some days
People say it will get easier but I think I am going to feel like I am for a long long time.
Life with out him is unbearable xx