Feeling isolated with grief of my mum

I do this too Jooles I refer to my mum and dads house as just that, I still join in ppls conversations by saying oh my mum would do that, I probably always will, it hurts, it hurts to speak about mum but I know if I don’t it would hurt even more x

I hope I join conversations like that forever talking about what my mum would say or do. It keeps the memories we have alive within us.
It just hurts so much because they meant so much to us.

how is everyone doing as we get closer to Christmas?

I’m finding it harder as Christmas approaches. Everything makes me so sad and it’s hard when the rest of the world is so happy. How are you?