Hi
My mum past away in November and ever since I’ve felt numb I haven’t cried I guess I’ve not really grieved as it doesn’t feel like she’s gone. we looked after each other as we both have/had illnesses but her last year she was in hospital I’d see her 3 times a week more if I could manage it i wake up and think what day is it then rememberi have nowhere to go. The whole family was with her when she past away everyone said I would break but instead I’ve shut down. The funeral I knew word for word as my brothers made me read the service over and over for mistakes don’t get me wrong I was happy to do it but I didn’t feel anything on the day. I’m not sure I want to feel anything though coz I’m pretty sure I’ll break if I do,
And to top it off the council have put us on notice to move out as its already been passed down once were trying to fight to stay but I’m not holding out much luck I’ve lived here all my life I don’t want to move
Thanks for listening
