I have a really bad day think the worse day so far
Just can’t believe I will ever feel any better
As I said got rid of husband van, which upset me seeing it parked in drive
Now heartbroken because there is an empty space in the drive.
Went to a family bar b que yesterday on husbands side with son and grandchildren
As husbands nieces and nephews over from America and so hoping to see them.I felt totally drained when I got home,
And today just keep dissolving into tears
Everyone says it gets better I just can’t visualise ever enjoying life again.
Hugs to everyone