Going mad

Mum (2 years in December) Dad (1 year in October) my sister (1 year in December). I thought it would be abating but it’s like a never ending awful ripple effect. I feel like it’s impacting on my marriage and I honestly feel today like I’m going mad. I’m so weary with decisions and the break through emotions are vile. I have a lovely memory come from nowhere, then it’s like something comes to knock away that away. I honestly don’t know how to keep going forward.

I have just lost my sister, my husband and my daughter.

My sister died in May 2021, then my husband in May last year and my daughter in March this year.