Her lovely eyes looking at when told you have hours

My Allison has the most lovely greeny brown eyes and on waking just can forget how they were looking at me as I fell apart when we were told in an uncompassionate way the consultant that she had hours left. Just so upsetting.
I couldn’t talk. She kept saying sorry. Just Hurst so much this morning. Can’t stop looking at those eyes. It’s totally broken me and my heart

I’m so sorry it’s the most awful memory. I will never forget the fear in my mums face when they told her she was dying. It’s been 10 months for me. I try not to think of those last couple of days as they just break me. It does get easier to push those thoughts away they do go further to the back of your mind. When I do think of those last hours it splits my heart in two.