I lost my sister in Dec 2018, she had only just turned 30 and she should never have died. Her doctors let her down and refused to follow the guidelines until it was too late. Forever telling her “you are too young to get cancer”.
I am not coping well at all I feel so cut off from everyone, I feel like I can not connect with others and if it were not for the fact my parent’s wife and children need me, I think I would have joined her.
I just don’t know what to do to get through this and as time goes by its getting worse. I find it so difficult to be around anyone now. The only reprieve is when I am at work but at the end of the day, it hits me like a truck.
I am a person of faith and I really thought God would save her but I feel just as disconnected from my faith as I do people.
I’m not sure why I came here or if it will help but I guess it can’t be any worse than before.