I lost my husband 3 weeks ago, it was so sudden… brain haemorrhage.
One minute we were talking about holidays and 4 hours later he was gone.
I feel so sad and scared to go on … we’ve been together for 36 years since I was 16.
We didn’t have children it was just us two.
I never thought anything could hurt this much.
Everyone keeps saying I’m doing so well, I’m strong but actually I want to scream no I’m not, I feel like I’m in a bubble and someone needs to burst it and everything will get back to normal… then I realise it will never be normal again… I don’t no if I can get through this