Had a bit of a sleepless night last. Got up around 2.45 and read a book till just gone 4. I took some paracetamol for my cold which helped me drop quickly to sleep
I then had a dream full of nonsense but Jackie was all in it. It’s only the second time I have had a dream about her. I got up a few minutes ago after my dreams stopped. Weird.
Anyway good morning. Have as good a day as you can.
It’s awful when you wake up really early but how lovely to dream and Jackie was there.
I think it shows she’s around helping you through and especially because the 8th is looming.
It’s a lovely thought…
It was odd as it was the Jackie of the late 1970s and me of now.
I assume my brain is trying to forget her last painful few years
What a lovely picture, I have only dreamt of my husband once in 5 months. It was a lovely dream and gave me such comfort for a while. I think she trying to tell you she is still there for you . Although every body has their own thoughts on this .
Morning Everyone
Hope everyone gets though there day the best they can. Busy day for me today Hairdresser, Dentist and cruise bereavement counselling.
That was taken on a very eventful holiday we spent camping in Snowdonia. We only spent 3-4 nights there and we had to pack up because of the weather. We both spent the last night hanging on to the frames of the tent to stop it blowing away.
Our 2 young children were down in Cornwall with Jackie’s parents in a caravan, so we packed up and headed down there.
That’s not a holiday you were likely to forget. I hope the rest of your holiday in Cornwall made up for the bad weather in Wales.
Hope the cold is easing now. Being ill is no fun esp when alone. Get well soon
Dawn of another day. Temperature is down from the last week or so, but at least it’s not raining.
I need to continue getting my MacBook ready so I can use that until I get to 
So good morning all. Try to have as good a day as you can.
Same to you John and everyone 
A masterpiece that John 
Hope that’s not meant to be a self portrait 
Glad to hear your on the mend.
Morning Everyone
Hope everyone gets through the day as best as they can. I have now had 3 sessions of cruise support and I am just beginning to feel the benefit from it . I have never had counselling before so wasn’t sure what to expect. They say it’s good to talk .
Good morning all.
Hope you much better now John.
I’m just sat in the garden with my cousin in the beautiful sunshine, it’s really warm.
She’s on sausage bagels for breakfast before she drives home to Hunmamby…
I intend sitting here until the sun goes down.
Now that piece of artwork is probably worthy of the Tate…not…but it gave me a laugh.
Hope everyone has as good a day as possible..
One year ago on this Weds was the last afternoon and night I spent with John.
Little did I know the day after which was Thursday 6/3 he would be gone from me forever…
I love him more than I thought possible
It hurts so much…
@Mitzi1 I am so sorry it is just heartbreaking 
we just wanted more time 
