Hello bootsie
I agree with what you said.the grief is awfull.It may sound awfull but seing couples together really upsets me,if that makes any sense?knowing i am now alone,just me.we didnt have children.i cant bring myself to take a break as some people at work said.our holidays were always together,theres no point now.i can get so upset and cry just typing this is difficult.
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Just thinking about holidays is painful, Joan died in February 2023, in June I went to Kefalonia with 3 others but was careful to stay at a resort where we hadnât stayed before so that there would be no memories to drag me down.
As much as Greece is my second home the holiday ,for me, was mediocre at best, I found myself looking over my shoulder for Joan to tell her about something I had seen, I found myself walking along the beach at 5 oâclock in the morning full of anger that she wasnât there to share the beauty of it all.
Much of the raw grief has gone from me but it has changed into a constant deep sadness.
Best wishes.
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