I can’t stand this overwhelming feeling of grief. My husband has gone and I just keep thinking I’ll never see him again never hear him,cuddle him, and just be together. He was a wonderful man always saw the good in people. I will miss our holidays we had together. The last time I saw him alive was when I dropped him off at hospital telling him he would be ok and I’d see him soon kissing him goodbye. I wake up in morning hoping it’s a dream and he’s here but he’s not and it isn’t. Now today I had to go hospital and it turns out I have to go in for a op and I’ll be in same ward he was I just cried when they said that how can I go in there. I’m so alone and feel like ending it all I’m had enough of this horrible life
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I lost my lovely husband on the 22nd September very suddenly to a heart attack. His funeral was last Wednesday. I’m watching tv at the moment crying my eyes out. I’ve had company all day but now alone and that’s when it hits me. I was ill for several years and my husband was my rock. My husband died at our place of work - he worked there p/t one shift a week for a couple of years and I’d worked there 26 years. My family didn’t want me to return as not good for my mental health so I resigned. I sympathise with you that you feel you can’t go back to where your husband died but in my husbands case it could have happened anywhere … maybe you could think along those lines. May help you. Thinking of you. Sandra xx. Happy for you to pm me if it will help you x
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