My Mum passed away in June of this year. I am having problems getting over her loss and life seems so pointless without her. I know that I am wallowing in self pity and know that she would not be happy about it, but I am just finding it so difficult to see the point in anything now.
I turned 50 eight days after Mum died, I never married or had children. My only other family is my sister, but she hasn’t talked to me since Mum’s funeral. I feel so isolated and alone, there seems no point in anything. I am finding even simply, everyday things too much to handle. I would have hoped that I would start feeling better by now, but things just seem to keep getting worse.
I hate this. I just don’t know how to motivate myself to carry on and find myself wondering if anyone would even notice if I wasn’t here, Sorry to sound negative, I know that everyone on here has their own problems and it has been heartbreaking reading other people’s stories. I just feel like I needed to vent a bit.