It felt strange when we went to my mum’s on Mothers Day and we went out for a meal and my DAD wasn’t there to celebrate Mothers Day with us. I felt like walking out of the restaurant and breaking down in tears but I DIDN’T I kept it together for the sake of my family especially for mum.
I DON’T think it has sunk in properly yet that my dad has passed away.
I miss dad loads
I want dad with us
That’s brave, going out for mother’s day. Well done for keeping it all together. It was strange for us, too. Though, it was admittedly a better day than, for example, Christmas day and my mum and dad’s 50th wedding anniversary.
It hasn’t sunk in for me, yet, either. I wonder how it may feel if we just imagine that our dads are just in the other room, like the poem. 
Thank you
It is just very hard
I bet it takes time to let it sink in