It’s been 20 months since you died. Sometimes it feels like yesterday and other times it feels like so long ago. I love and miss you so very much. Everyday is such a battle to get through and the days just feel so long without you by my side. I’m doing the best I can for our babies and I know they miss you too. But in all honesty I’m just waiting for my time to come. You gave me so much and loved me like no one ever has. You are the only person who has ever told me I’m beautiful. You made me feel so alive and gave me faith in myself. I love you babe with all my heart and soul and I always will. I never knew what a broken heart felt like until the day you died. Thank you for loving me and for all the years we shared together. I will always cherish what we had and what we still have. Because that love is still here with me and I carry you with me. Death may have separated us. But nothing will ever take away our love. It’s forever lasting. You are the most amazing person I have ever had the pleasure to know and I feel blessed to have had you in my life. Be at peace my beautiful darling and know one day we will be together again . Until then I will keep muddling through each day and try to do you proud. I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. I truly believe we were made for eachother. Two hearts joined as one. Two soul entwined forever. Be at peace my sweet beautiful perfect Irish rose 
know that you are loved missed wanted and needed and that will never change. I love you baby xxxxx
Hi Casey1
Thank you for sharing your beautiful words about your love. Grief is a process with bad days and better days, but you are right- nothing will ever take away the love you shared and I hope that is a comfort to you.
The community is here for you, please keep sharing and talking about your love.
Take care, Rhi
22months today for me Casey.
Thinking of you.
G. Xx
@Rhi dear Rhi thank you for your kind words. Take care x
@Grandma dear grandma thank you. Thinking of you today as well. Take care love and hugs xxx
Hi Casey
Those words are exactly how I feel without my beautiful Lucy
I’m welling up here my friend heart is racing now the tears are flowing
Sending you lots of 
and 
Martin xx
Dear Casey, Once again your words echo my painful thoughts and feelings…it is so hard to make it through each day…trying to act as though life is continuing on normally when it was changed so drastically and so suddenly all those months ago…months that seem both so far and so close at the same time. The love still exists…but not having that intimate someone close by makes it different. Like you, I’m glad we had so many special times together…but I can’t stop yearning…half of me was ripped away…so now I’m only half a person despite my trying so hard to find my way alone. Thank you for all your great posts…and know that you are loved and cared for very much…all the best…Pipsi
Hi @Casey1
Your words could so easily have been written by me exchanging Irish with Welsh. You expressed so well all that I feel too. Thank you so much for writing how you feel which I am certain will resonate with so many of us.
The gratitude for having had my wonderful husband in my life and the desire to make him proud are the things which keep me going. Let’s hang in to those thoughts and move forwards together.
Sending love to you and all on here suffering in the same way. xxx
@KarenF dear Karen thank you for your very kind words. I’m so sorry you are going through this heartbreak. All we can do for them now is to keep going and know that they would be proud of us for doing so. Sending love and hugs to you and all on here who are going through this heartbreak. xxx