Keep reliving final seconds with my sweetheart

Keep reliving the final moments with my girl. While I would have given everything to be there it is so upsetting as she said she loves me then said goodbye and stopped breathing.
I know I was fortunate to be there but it is hurting so much I can’t sleep. My body is in so much pain.

I was with Mick he opened his eyes so wide and gave me a big smile then passed do we get comfort from this I don’t know because they should be here. I have tried everything to get to sleep except medication which I don’t want to take so I go with the flow now knowing I won’t sleep until about 3 or 4 in morning. Take care

I’m not the only one. Sitting on side of bed because every time I lye down I start thing again.

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Hard I just lie in bed with Micks dressing grown by me mad but it’s comforting.

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Not mad at all. I have her pillow

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I will go back down and have a hot chocolate then back to bed until I fall sleep hope you get some sleep

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