My lovely Mum passed away 14 months ago. We were so close, it feels like I’ve lost my anchor and guide.
Not a day goes by where I’m not consumed in grief, I’m nowhere near coming to terms with her passing, let alone ‘moving on’ with life.
To say the word I ‘miss’ her, doesn’t come near to how I’m feeling, it’s a pain I’ve never felt and I don’t know if words will ever match this gut wrenchingly god awful feeling.
I wish I knew where she was, and if she was ok.
The fact that I’ll never hear her voice, see her face and smile and hold her hand.
I have counselling and recently started having reiki.
I’m done with hearing people say ‘it just takes time’. ‘It does get better’
How does everyone ‘deal’ with their grief? I get that there isn’t a timescale which is the same as the next person.
It’s just hell.