There was a last time for everything with you, but I didn’t know it then.
The last time you called, the last time you laughed, the last time I saw you in your chair or heard you say my name without knowing I’d never hear it again.
It’s strange how the end doesn’t announce itself.
It doesn’t knock loudly - just waits in silence on the edge of an ordinary day until suddenly you’re gone and I’m left holding the last times in my heart.
Hello that is so very true, my husband was in the hospital, he was doing ok when I left him that night, if only I’d known that was going to be the last time I’d be able to talk to him, but unfortunately we never know, . He went into a coma after that. I still talked to him, but he wouldn’t answer 
But your husband was listening to you he just wasn’t able to let you know so take comfort from that if you can..
Such very true words…there’s so many ‘if onlys’
My husband passed away 10 months ago I’m really struggling I’ve got anxiety feel so lost without him he just went to work said see you later babe and I never seen him after that .
Hi taddie
Mine too, 10 months ago. I hope you find this group helpful, there are many wonderful, caring people here. Keep posting, rant, ask questions or just chat. There will always be someone along who knows just what your going through x
Hello, im the same way I can be ok one moment, and the next the tears just running down my face, something that just triggers, a song, a movie, a food he liked so much 
, and for some reason I don’t like talking to people about my husband, that’ll make me cry too, unless its with someone who has also lost a spouse. GOD BLESS