Hello @Sharon70,
I’m so sorry for the loss of your dad - that is devastating. Feelings of guilt when we lose someone are really common. But it’s important to treat yourself yourself kindly and to give yourself the time, space and care that you need. Many of our members have experienced the loss of their dad, and you are not alone. You might want to chat to @Fibungdung who posted this thread recently:
You may be able to understand a little of what each other are going through.
Please keep reaching out and take care,
Seaneen