Hi
I am feeling very low tonight just dont knkw.how.much longer i can take all of this pain it hurts so much i just want to be with paul there i will feel safe.again this world is not for me without him here to.help me my own mental health has taken a battering off lately and i manage to hide it from everybody but i know how i feel this nothing makes it fell any better i just wish i could feel better but i cannot i miss him so much i need him
Sarah
Oh, Sarah I’m sorry things feel so overwhelming. I know those feelings only too well and, only too often, find myself rolled into a ball on the floor crying as the pain tears me apart. I hope morning has brought you some measure of respite.
Hi bluecanary
I have had a lot to deal with something that happened to me and i am not allowed to talk on here about it let me just say i have been hurt very badly it is hard dealing with your emotions of grief on a daily basis then someone comes along as you think to help you through it and then they just hurt you and leave you thinking why oh why did i think anybody could or would ever help me i have just been pushed to the very edge where i do not want to be and all i want now is to be with my husband safe and secure
Sarah
I’m so sorry Sarah, that’s terrible. Big virtual hug. I’m thinking of you
Hi blue canary
Thank you but you do not have to be sorry you have done nothing wrong it is nice to have someone on here to talk to hope we keep it going thank yoy for the virtual hug most grateful for that hope we speak again
Big hugs
Sarah