Hi
I came on this website at a recommend as they thought it would help me i have had some nice people come to help.me but then I feel back on my own again I new this was a mistake for me as for 5yrs since my husband passed away I have kept everybody out of my life I was told I was isolating myself and that was not good for me but it was a safe way for me since my husband passed away there is no protective bubble and no one to say everything will be alright your safe I do not feel safe anymore and I knew I was right to keep that world out you let people in and what happens well the inevitable will happen you get upset and hurt all.over again it is so much easier to keep stay at home and let no-one in it is the safest thing I can do I will be protecting myself from now on and let no-one in anymore I really do wish I had been left alone I felt safe there not feeling I think I will take myself off here and try to get my life back to how it was before I came.on here isolated safe that’s how I feel
Sassychic