You know I never wanted to come on here at all I wanted to keep the world outside away from me because I knew I could get hurt and that is exactly what has happened I should have followed my gut instinct and stayed away from any sort of social media people befriend you on here then ignore you do you know how hurtful that can be to someone grieving and I know we are all grieving but I would never hurt anybody as I care to much for that and then I go on Facebook only to find out that my great niece has had a baby girl and I new nothing about it shunned again what have I done to deserve all of this well I can say nothing at all the I might as well retreat back into myself and isolate myself again as be shunned by everyone keep the world out there and me locked in my house then no one can hurt me ever again and just sit and wait for the inevitable to happen I cannot wait for it to happen when your not wanted here let’s hope I am wanted in the afterlife hurry up and bring it on
Sassychi