Well this is me I am making g a coffee having my tablets and going to bed I have had enough of this day I am sat crying feeling sorry for myself nobody to.talk it and it’s a Friday night I cried over the phone today with my stepmum they all.know how hard this has been on me but do they care or even pick the phone up to check on me no they are all sick off me now I know it they just want to get on with there own life’s I do t matter to them I never did I feel like doing a reggie perring and going and walk into the water and keep walking what is the point of all off this I might just do it that’s how low I feel
I am wide awake now thinking about what I will do if and when I get up I ring them txt them but it’s just a waste of time they dont want to be bothered anymore my head is spinning and I cannot sleep is this it for me might as well not bother going on
Think of the positives is all we can try to do even though there seems none we have to have hope .My family live abroad so I’ve no family near me which is hard for me not seeing my grandchildren growing up so sad .But even though you think your family don’t care about you your niece wants to go out with you on your birthday so that is something to look forward to and your nephew takes you out I believe for meals that’s more than some people have .I only have one friend I can rely on but I’m so grateful for her .I do hope you enjoy your birthday and people on here care xx