Losing my husband

Hi

Well here is another bank holiday and another time I know what we would be doing off to the.caravan and the east.coast cannot do that since paul passed away the east coast is somewhere I cannot face i want to face it but I am just to scared to do it on my own for the past 5yrs I have wanted to do it but just cannot face it on my own and I know I am silly I am sick.of the same thing everyday and I know I would probably like it wish I had.so.eone to go with and someone who understands me and how.hard it is really fed up with bank.hols now it was something I used to look forward to not anymore

Sweetlady

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Hi Sarah

You might be surprised. Is the coast far from you, could you go just for the day to see how it feels?

I went to the woods yesterday for the first time without Stephen. I wanted to see the bluebells we both loved so much. After the initial upset I found a fallen tree off the path and sat and listened to the birds. Of course there were tears but also a feeling of calm. We will be scattered there together when my time comes.

Take the trip, if not for a day maybe just a weekend to start. If it’s too bad you can always go home x

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