Losing my husband

Losing a partner
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I might as well be in bed now this is the horrble time of the day the darkness comes and i do not have a sole to talk to so i mifgt as.well be in bed and tried to stay up and get on but enough is enough i just need to go to bed
Sarah

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Have a good night sweet lady. Hope you have a restful night, God bless you :folded_hands:

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For a split second, when I wake up, I think my partner is there beside me. All so real. And then reality strikes and the anxiety starts.

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High lightmary

I did not have a good nights rest at all could not get to sleep and i finally dozed off this morning and my gardener came and he woke me up with my vidoe doorbell i vot up.and have been feeling weepy ever since all i can think about is paul wish i could feel better than this on hear you are my only friend on hear and if i moan to much to you you might stop bieng my friend then what will i do.then oh i dont know

Sarah

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Please, Sarah, were all friends on here. I usually read posts more in the evening, sometimes I feel so sad I cant post anything, just read others, literally I cant press the keys because Im crying so much. But everyone on here is for one reason, we`ve lost someone who was our whole world. Everyone here knows the horrific pain you have, I find the"Hows your day going " heading seems to attract the most posts and conversations. I sincerely believe yourself and Paul will connect again, as will myself and my darling Norm. Keep posting, it really is the only place where I know others truly understand our grief, and the endless horror of our days. WE WILL FIND PEACE ONE DAY. xxxx

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Hello Sarah, so sorry to hear you didn’t have a good night’s rest, .. i myself woke up around 2 a.m, and I couldn’t get back to sleep. I think I finally fell asleep after 4, until an annoying phone call woke me up. I wanted so bad to dream about my husband, I was clutching his pillow, i could faintly smell his cologne…anyway I was always a morning person, now I can’t seem to get up and get moving. :unamused_face: i miss my beautiful husband a lot too. Please don’t ever think that you can’t express your feelings here. That’s why we’re all here, to listen, we understand, who else am I gonna tell about my husbands pillow. :laughing:take care of yourself my dearest friend. Im just a tap away. God bless you :folded_hands::people_hugging::people_hugging:

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