I sadly lost my mum after a short illness 2 wks ago , I’m heartbroken, lost .
I’m navigating my way through the grieve but I’m also due too get married two months after losing my mum who was going to walk me down the aisle.
The last shopping trip we had was her buying her outfit for the day we laughed and chuckled all day.
I feel like I’m on a rollercoaster and I want to get off , or a nightmare that I can’t wake up from.My emotions are all over the place mum would of wanted the wedding to go ahead but where I’ll find the strength I don’t know
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Thank you @Zoeknottbest for sharing what you’re going through. I’m so sorry that you lost your mum so recently, and two months before your wedding which I can imagine must be incredibly painful. It sounds like your last shopping trip together was really special and full of laughter.
It’s completely understandable that you’re feeling heartbroken and lost. You’re not alone in feeling like it’s a rollercoaster - many people on the community describe similar experiences.
I’m sure others will be along to offer their support to you. In the meantime, you might find these Sue Ryder resources helpful to read:
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Our Losing a parent page talks through some of the emotions you may be experiencing
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Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
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Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through
I hope you find the community to be a support to you. Take good care and keep reaching out 
Harriet
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