I am a young man in my 20s and 4 months ago I suddenly lost my young wife. Married for only 8 months But together since leaving school 10 years ago.
I feel completely lost. I am currently re evaluating life and how to try and live my life moving forward. things like working a 9-5 job seem so much harder when your not coming home to the person you love. I feel like I want to change many things in my life, changes that may bring me some kind of happiness in this new life And a sense of purpose for both me and my wife. The thought of Going back to my old job and my old life without her seems so hard. I feel like I now need to live life for both of us, there are so many things we wanted to do and accomplish.
The problem is whilst still trying to grieve these new ideas come and go just as quick, I take one step forward and five back. How long did it take others to start remembering all the nice memories of your loved one and coming to terms with what has happened. I want to get to the stage where the nightmares stop, all the difficult things I have had to do in the last four months move to one side and I remember my wife, my best friend and the many great times we both spent together and happy memories we made.