Lost my Mother Wednesday

Having an up and down time. If anyone can relate or needs a chat let me know

I can completely relate to this. It’s not even been 2 weeks yet since I lost my dad but it’s all such an emotional rollercoaster. Yesterday was probably one of my better days and having a counselling session to really talk about him helped with that and now today it’s hit me all over again, no 2 days are the same. I feel like some days it feels more real too if that makes sense. I stupidly watched a programme last night that I could relate to so much in sense of my last moments with my dad and it’s completely hit me how this is something so real that we are going through and not something you just seen on the tv.