I’m 19 and a big sister. I lost my younger brother a month ago to suicide. We lost our mum about ten years ago… but me and my brother were extremely close and this has really taken a hit. It’s his 17th birthday tomorrow, and words can’t even begin to explain how much I hurt knowing he won’t be here to celebrate it. I was hoping anyone would be able to help me in how they spent a lost one’s birthday… thank you