I am having a bad day today not just the loss of paul but I got diagnosed with fybromygalia I blamed my bad back on moving and handling of paul and it has nothing to do with that at all I am so sorry paul it was not you , but I am in so much pain today I have not been able to go out like I wanted to or do anything I wanted to do I can only take paracetamol because of my other meds that stop me taking anything stronger I was planning on being a bit stronger this Christmas but I do not think that will happen christmas day I am on my own have been for 5 years now its a very hard day for me when you just want someone to talk to and there is no one there its the hardest time of the year I have never felt this low before and I wish I could pick my mobile up and ring some one any one but that is not going to happen I never knew that when paul passed away how quite it would be everybody we had here to help with paul all left and I never thought about all of that side of things my phone is so quite now I think why do I bother having one it never rings anymore
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Yes indeed you describe it how it is very accurately. Pray you will receive comfort.