Looking through photos for the funeral and it really doesn’t feel like my Mum has gone. I’m worried that at times I’m in denial and my world is about to fall apart completely 
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I am 3 months without my husband and sometimes I just wait that he will come back.
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Yes forever is a very long time
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I also made one weekend cofee for my husband. Because I just waited for him to come in living room. 
I keep going to add my mum to emails. It’s so hard because then when you realise it hits you afresh. I feel your pain.
I still send texts to my partners phone, just like in olden times telling him the events of the day, the crazy thing is i wait for his reply, and when my text message sounds i get all excited thinking it might be him, but of couse its not he went to Heaven 3 weeks ago. But try telling my mind and heart that!!
I actually feel physically and mentally drained all the time…
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I feel the same. My husband died 10 weeks ago, and I still have this feeling in the back of my mind that one day he will be coming back. I can’t say anything that will help you, except that I hope that for both of us it will get a little easier with time. xx
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Yes, its so very hard to except, it doesn’t feel real, until you see or hear something that triggers it off yes he is in Heaven and no he won’t be answering your text.
I keep looking for signs everywhere because he told me a few days before he passed that he would be guiding me from above.
Today i feel a certain calmness over me, i set up a lovely memorial space for him in the bedroom and put some of his ashes in an urn 
. Yes today i feel he really is watching over me and that he is at peace in his Hevenly home.
I hope that you will feel peace too and im sure your husband is safely home too. God bless x