During a short space of time I lost 3 very important people in my life, in January 2020 I lost my grandmother after a short illness, 10 month later I lost my 38 yo husband very suddenly to a massive brain haemorrhage and then 8 short month later my Dad passed after a 10 year battle with PD. I have 3 children, my youngest has recently had a diagnosis of ADHD and ASD, 1 waiting to be assessed my oldest was so mentally unwell after her Dad passed the she no longer wanted to be here with us anymore…it’s still an ongoing struggle if I’m honest. I just feel lost and alone daily, like I’m always just struggling with life and forever got my back against a wall prepared to fight, I don’t think I’ve had a minute to drop my guard and feel safe since my husband died. Sorry for ‘waffling on’ I just need to get it out.
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You are not waffling on.You have been thru an awful lot of trauma but you have come to the right place here now There is always someone to listen big hugs xx
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Thank you. X
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