My mum passed on the 16.4.20. Prior to her passing I moved into her home to care/be with her; after 7 days she passed holding my hand. I know that she is in a better place - I imagine her with my dad ( he passed April 18) having a wonderful time in heaven.
I miss our relationship so much. I find that I cannot remember simple words and I lack motivation.
I’ve arranged mums funeral for 19 May by myself - 10 people in attendance.
My siblings, relatives and mums friends seem more focused on arranging a memorial service and big celebration of mums life later on in the year.
I’m so sorry to say, I don’t care about a memorial event I just care and cry because mum has gone.