Tomorrow is my birthday. It will be my first without my beautiful husband in 45 yrs.
I have tried to safe guard myself and I will see people at points of the day.
Still seems unreal I’m on my own. I was just a kid when we got together. Loved one another every day for all those years.
Going by what most people post on here it seems there is no living just being.
So I will just have to BE
Am dreading when it comes around for me. I feel as if I’m just existing too. It’s been 9 weeks today for me since my darling Ray went. I honestly don’t think I’ll ever come to terms with it. We loved each other so much. I hope you manage to have as happy a birthday as you can under the circumstances. Do something nice for yourself and remember the beautiful memories of your time together. Big hugs to you x
Thankyou