My 17yr old daughter died suddenly and unexpectedly in January and I have no idea how I live the rest of my life without her.
She was born 3 month prem which led to her having health problems spent her life in and out of hospital having nuero surgeries (lost count how many) chest infections and pneumonia. She fought all her life to be with us She never ever complained she was such a beautifull human being and really loved by everyone who met her. On the 16th Jan at 5.15am my older daughter who was 7 month pregnant came running in my room shouting Billie-jo wasn’t breathing in the bathroom. I jumped out.of bed expecting her to be having a asthma attack but soon as I seen her I knew we had lost her. I do not remember much after the paramedic told us sadly Billie-jo had passed. Her post mortem was inconclusive so we are awaiting results of further tests. But we have been told it will probably be put down to adult cot death. When Billie-jo was found she was using the bathroom had her ear buds in listening to music on her phone and still had her glasses on. I can not get my head around that she died for no reason after she had fought all her life to be with us. All she ever done was study she was in her 2nd yr of college about to pick which universities she wanted to apply for to do her nursing degree. She was the baby of 9 siblings and she was the absolute light that lit up our world and I have no idea how to carry on without her. She was my baby we had so many plans she had so many plans and her future has been ripped away from her apparantly for no reason and I do not know how to process,cope with and live with what has happened.
I am just so sorry for your loss. We are all grieving here and we will all be here to support you. You are not alone. We will all help each other. Sending hugs to you xx
I’m so sorry for your loss. This is a great place to be to have people who are suffering and that actually understands loss. Sending hugs.