Hello
I lost my youngest son Paul 11/12/20. I am now at the start of the 2nd year. I didn’t think I would get through 2 days without me being able to survive. I have no idea how I did. It hurts just as much as it did in the initial days it being in constant visceral pain and I am almost a recluse. i am not the person I was before Paul passed. I carry my broken heart around with me on a daily basis and have no fear of my own death and I saw something on here about seeing your loved one when you die and I can not find that post now and I would like to read it. Can someone point it my way please fran11 x