Sending you love. I feel exactly the same x
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Another mum who understands. Nobody else can fully comprehend this sheer misery we now live with. He was my universe. We are sadly just biding our time left without them. Hugs to you all 
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Afternoon ladies, yesterday my sonās partner held a small memorial for my boy, it should have been their anniversary and she raised Ā£200 for British heart foundation, whilst I was proud of her and I went to support her I was very emotional and angry as he should be here we shouldnāt be doing this.
Today my boyās son, who is almost 5, started rugby. My son was big rugby player and got trials for Leicester tigers before injury forced him to retire from the game. I know that would be something I would have done with my son and his son every Sunday.
Another reality check that this wont happen now.
I really dont know how I manage every day. Each day is filled with tears and longing to be with him.
I struggle so much as I know you all do.
Love to you all today and always 
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Empathy and understanding sent over with hugs
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My son passed 3 years ago for a botched surgery. I still feel so alone and furiously angry at the surgeon! My
Son brought sunshine and peace and love into my life and was my main reason for living. My husband is bedridden and catholic and accepted his sonās passing immediately . I cannot accept it. Itās too immense the pain of reality.
My heart and soul goes out to all who are suffering such loss
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Sincere condolences to you. I can truthfully say I know how you feel. I miss my boy so very very much more than words can ever say.
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Itās been a very very hard Fatherās Day. My husband just hides his feelings. I just look at a chair where my son should be.
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Iām crying with you
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Iāve had a horrible day, Iāve cried all day and feel so alone and down. Iām desperate to see my son and hear his voice and laugh. Today is one of the worse days Iāve had in a while I feel terrible.
Sending you all so much love x
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Same here, I lost my 28 year old son in a motorcycle accident 10 years ago and still canāt cope, its so hard to live even with other gorgeous children and grandchildren, my love to all you other parents 
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Hi everyone
The pain of losing our beautiful children is so deeply painful.
I long to hold my Elizabeth and have our usual gossip chats. I know sheās always around me.
My husband was discharged from hospital and 10 days later he suffered 2 cardiac arrest. Hes on ICU now fighting back and I feel Elizabeth there watching over her dad.
The pain im feeling is horrendous but ive got to be strong for our Son whose in bits thinking heās losing his dad 14mths after his sister.
HELPā¦
sending everyone virtual hugs 
Sharon xxx
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Dear Sharon I am so sorry you are facing more stress and pain. I hope your husband pulls through and regains his strength. You have already suffered so much and my heart goes out to you.
Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers. Wishing you all the strength you will need 
All the best
Tom
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Sharon1993
Am sending virtual hugs to you, bless you.
Life really does deal us shit hands.
Its 80 weeks and 5 days since my boy fell asleep and it still feels like the first day. I just long to be with him.
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Dear Sharon I really hope you have some good news at last with your husband and you find a little peace from your heartache.
Wishing you all the best
Tom
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Sending hugs
Xxx
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I am so sorry you are going through this. I lost my only child 4 months ago. I am an only child myself. The thought of losing my husband just devastates me.
I miss my son so much. He was only 35.
ThanK you for all of your support
Debbie
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Thankyou for everyoneās kind messages.
My husband had a brain scan today. Still waiting for the results. I wasnāt aware heād had another cardiac arrest but found out today. Im not happy about not being told.
I know our beautiful Elizabeth will be watching over her Dad in ICU.
PRAYING for a miracle 
Xxx
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We had my daughters ashes buried with a tree in a Life for a Life memorial forest up above Dovestones reservoir in Oldham. The whole area is now suffering from wildfires. I donāt know how I feel, other than very very confused. Lauren 03:05:83 - 26:11:24. We buried her ashes in 04:05::25 with a beautiful hawthorn tree.
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Bam,
I remember reading when you buried Laurenās ashes you wrote and told us. I cant imagine how you must feel right now. My love goes out to you and really pray that the hawthorn tree survives for you
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So much heart ache. I hope the hawthorn survives
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