Hi everyone
So my partner Andy passed on the 4th Aug after a 2 yr battle with cancer he was only 58. Have read some of your posts and am experiencing the same where everyone is very kind still but have gone back to their own lives, as they should, and i am at a complete loss of what to do with myself.
Life was so full on looking after him and working i didnt really have the time or energy to think about me.
I dont have any family but do have some amazing friends who i know i can ring anytime but like others i prefer to grieve in private and have become very good at covering up how i really feel.
Also lost my dog not long before him and although getting another one is definately on the cards the feeling of coming back to an empty house is so awful.
How have any of you kind of sought out a new routine and places to go? Its still very early days for me but i miss the company and security of having that special someone. We were together 27 years and being alone now is so hard x
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You know what there should be a massive house somewhere that we can all stay in and share our wonderful memories. I am back to work tomorrow but going to find it hard to be as i was and not feel resentment for everyone who still has that wonderful feeling when you have a soul mate.
Take care
Xx
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