iv seen a lot of people say this also… and it fills me with absolute fear!!! because how can it feel any worse than it does right now?? 
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No idea but my birthday and Father’s Day was after he passed but before the funeral so I understand with them next year but I’m hoping for a better Christmas xx
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Yep my first xmas a blur and is that right ? Honestly i been so uptight and sad this year … probably worse yeh ! Ofcourse i had zero sympathy from my awful.kids … only my sister worries about me atm. But been talking all day to people ! The tension is unreal. I remember when my husband passed though - i actually thought i was gonna have a heart attack cos tension on my body was so heavy ;( i read since thats a common reaction a while ago though - physical symptoms of grief x
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We had Spain and Disney booked this year but they were too soon for us to go x
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All the very best to you x
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I know how you all feel I lost my fiancé last July so sudden without warning worse day of my life one minute we were out having fun as he was a DJ next we were talking on the phone hour after that he was gone I’m so broken and feel so lost we didn’t have children together but were engaged to be married I don’t have anyone to talk to because my friends are all busy etc but I’m trying to cope by doing up my home bit by bit I will forever love him just find it hard going into a new year without him I don’t want to leave him behind 