Hi. My name is Stitch (hiding real name for privacy at the moment) and I am new here. First time ever doing something like this.
I lost my grandad on 11th October, he was my fellow book nerd and read the same authors. (I know these forums are usually for grief on parents, siblings etc). He basically helped raise me.
However, there is a lot to process and I don’t know how or what to do.
Hello @Stitch,
Thank you for so bravely sharing this with the community. I’m so sorry to hear about your grandad.
I hope you find the community to be a support to you. Many of our members have experienced the death of their grandparent and will understand some of what you’re going through. I’m not sure if you’ve seen our Losing a grandparent category. But there you will find lots of conversations from other members who are coping with their grief. You may find some comfort in knowing you are not alone.
You may also find these Sue Ryder resources helpful right now.
Our Grief Guide self-help platform which has information, resources and advice to help you through your grief
Our Bereavement Information pages which can walk you through what you are going through
I’m sure someone will be along to offer their support too. Keep reaching out and take care 
Alex