Sadly, my husband passed away on June 18th. Seven weeks previously and completely out of the blue, he was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and given a year with chemo. Two weeks later a brain tumour was discovered.
He had radiotherapy which did shrink the tumour but left him oh so tired. Five weeks later, he rapidly deteriorated and suddenly he just passed away.
During that seven weeks we did everything we could to try and get him ready for chemo but to no avail. He stayed positive until the end but the cancer was just too aggressive.
The funeral was last week and it was so awful coming back to the house without him. We had been married for nearly forty years and he was my best friend. Fun days out were the norm as was planning holidays.
I can’t contemplate a future without him and the fun we had together. We were so at ease in each other’s company that all I can think about is we will never have those days out or holidays again.
His future was taken from him in such a cruel way and that is so unbearably sad and hard to come to terms with.
Where do I go from here?