My partner and I were full time carers for my sister in law who had cerebral palsy. She was diagnosed with lung cancer in August last year and passed away in November last year. We knew she hadn’t been well but were in complete shock when she was diagnosed with cancer, she had never smoked in her life.
I’m struggling to accept her loss despite having had to move house last month because the house we lived in with her was specifically adapted because she was in a wheelchair. We looked after her at home till,the end something we promised ourselves we would do for her so she had familiar things around her and her friends could visit her.
I’m so lost, I suffer from depression and it’s getting worse. It just doesn’t feel real that’s shes not here even after 4 months. How do I deal with this. We talk about her and remember her all the time as she was such a big part of our lives.
Thank you for reading.